Screwed :(

I should be sleeping now due to MST paper tomorrow.... But I can't fall asleep... Too worried for the paper tomorrow. anyways just post a cheerful song :):) by HAHA!

It's like stepping into a fight without weapons. That's what I'm experiencing now..

I did prepare for it, but too last minute and it wasn't enough.... Here here take a look at my table! A big huge mess, it's awesome if you could see my laptop -.-

Oh well..
I'm dead..
Try sleeping..
Nights

kkkk im sorry, can't get over this song yet >.< too nice :D:D

LOL another english song.....NICE NICE NICE!! ^^

kk lets get started.

basically, before MST period, I tend to give up myself.

So in other words, I'm fucked~

But still will try my best la~ haha

Yesterday went school to study,

ended up studying only 1 chapter of IBE

simple stuffs. hard things not here yet.

Then gossip during dinner etc etc~ hmmmm

hope camp will do well, but now priority, MST! 

today went food testing.

food was ok, edible....

LOL rested for the whole day~

tomorrow got dental,

confirm get scolded one.

I didn't put my bands for a whole month. haha

I'm screwed :x

kkk shall rest early..

nights :):)

I'm so sorry, but i love you~

Lets post both Kpop and english songs~ haha

kkk im sorry, but Nicole is too cute :x gotta post her videos!
the Kpop song appeared in dream high and i find it nice so I'll just share it with ya'll

kkkk today was crazy for me!
dafuq was wrong with me?!?!
k i totally hated people touch my wallet and taking my things out.
But still not a reason to be mad...
I'm sorry my friends :(:(
~im so sorry but i love you like a $%^&%~
won't happen again~

kkk back to related stuffs.
here it is~
Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto 2!!
hehehe sorry, totally addicted to it :x

kkk the 1st movement only~ haha lazy to find all 3~
so if u think its nice, look it up on youtube~
k its late, shall sleep~
byeeee~

Tupac- Life Goes On..
kkk not a happy post today..

On my way home, had some thoughts. My life has been quite a failure. Thus this song kinda come out.. Tupac was my inspiration. He didn't care what was right or wrong, as long as he thinks that its right, he'll do it. He don't think what others think of him. He'll just say what he wants do what he think its ok. So even though my life so far has been a failure, life do goes on. He also said this "Death is not the greatest loss in life, the greatest loss is what dies inside while still alive". 
Second thoughts..........


Mr Lee is back to SPCO~
And SPCO going have new committee~

I wonder what are the changes... 

Anyways really moody these days.......

know whats going on now.......

tsk~


my old miserable days, hardcore ciggs, hide myself away....
my actions killed me~~~~

ha im gone~~~

KPOP CRAZE~~
Black and White, feat JinWoon from 2AM~~~

kkk lets not just use Kpop, how about some english songs. PayPhone, and seriously, this girl is really cute, and with a sweet smile.. gosh!!!! 

kkkkkk lets post something~ been missing for sometime.

FOC success! great! Better than my bonding camp. I super failure \m/
actually come to think of it, I care too much for people thats why, I no leadership skills and I fool around too much also. kk don't talk about the past~ haha

After FOC went dinner, Ann and one freshie was like laughing non-stop as usual. LOL fun people around. 

They said I look like fish.. kk hope they won't start calling me fish.. Bird is the nick i already have.. and its awesome. 

And one more thing i've been stuck for sometime, really confused..

Since start of poly life, I've not been enjoying its much. As in studies. I really don't like engineering. as a matter of fact, i hate physics. But I'm not using it as an excuse. Still I'll try my best. Now got Anatomy and physiology. Make things worse. A&P still ok la, But Introduction to Bioengineering, that's the killer. I don't know how to do the practical and tutorials. So dead. 

considering for a course change. But I year 2 already, and I wasted 1 year in secondary school. Quite old already. Should I still change? They ask me this question, "would you rather waste 3 year or you life doing something you don't like?" The answer is obvious, but still I'm worried about my parents. So i'm stuck. hais...

kkkk vomit some problems out already. 

its getting late. 

shall head to bed.

nights readers :)